Good News

It has been a rough past month. An abnormal result on my yearly GYN exam meant having to come back for a colposcopy and several painful biopsies. The ten-day wait to hear the results felt like a lifetime. But today, the call from the doctor’s office was nothing but good news – all cells normal; no cancer!

I had just come out of the bank when I realized I had missed the call. I sat in the car for a few moments after hanging up and cried. Hard. It’s difficult to keep all the emotions, fears, regrets, etc., bottled up so you can focus on the things you have to get done for everyone else. For this moment, it was MY time to take care of ME  To close one chapter and begin a new one.

I drove to work,  feeling lighter and more positive about life in general.  Things I wanted to do but haven’t done I’m now considering once again. Walking to work, this little “gift” only confirms that there are greater powers looking after you.

Don’t ever forget that.  I certainly won’t.

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A Fresh Coat of “Purpose”

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So, here’s my logo for the little thing* I’m doing for the next couple of weeks. It’s an experiment right now, so bear with me, please.

A month ago, I completed a “Life Design Catalyst” course. In short, it was a week’s worth of discussions, self-introspection, drawing, writing, and meditating on what it is that defines who we are and who we want to be. Identifying our purpose. It was time for me to jump into this, and I knew it the moment we started with the first exercise.

This training was primarily designed for people who work with students who are in the exploration phases of their college careers. But something told me I could find personal value in it. So there I sat, with a week of this stuff in front of me. For the most part, I detest group work, but this was different; I managed to find some people in the room who appeared equally as befuddled about their current lives as I was. They were there more for personal reasons. Naturally, I gravitated toward them. We formed a group and started talking and sharing our stories.

As I ended the week, I realized that many of the things we covered were things that would easily apply to those of us who are (ahem) well past the age of traditional college students. But regardless of our (ahem) ages, we may also find ourselves at a point of readiness for self “re-discovery”. Time to figure out what it is we want to do with our lives…from this point forward.

So, welcome to “Life. Repurposed.” I hope you’ll join me in the process of dusting off the layers of expectations that have defined us for most of our lives. We’ve been so many things for so many others for so long — isn’t it time that we gave ourselves a fresh coat of “purpose paint”?  I know, I know. That’s a bit corny. But I that’s one thing I re-discovered about myself that week. I’ve always been a cornball deep down inside, and now, I realize that’s perfectly fine.

Our first project will be the “Kick-Ass Questions about Life”. Are you ready? Good! Well, roll up your sleeves, and let’s get started.

* It’s a course? Workshop? Gathering? Heck, I’m not quite sure yet. That’s what’s so cool about it!

A New (and Hella Scary) Adventure…

I have decided it’s time to “dare greatly,” as Brene Brown would say, and try something new. Since I love to sit on my front porch so much, it seemed logical to start video blogging on whatever was on my mind at the moment.

I’ll be the first to admit – I am NO technical genius, but I do love testing the waters and learning by my mistakes.

So, here’s the second installment of “Sundays on the Front Porch.” I’m discussing how we handle those difficult paths to finding our “perfect work.” I found one of my (many) books that relates quite well to today’s post… a little Florence Scovel Shinn, anyone?

If you have some great ideas for what you do to keep motivated on those rocky, rattlesnake-infested paths to finding your heart’s desire, please… share them here in the comments section.

Also… if you’re  Google+ member, look me up — maybe you can join me LIVE on a Sunday morning!

Peace…and Happy Sunday.

My “Sundays on the Front Porch” Video Series